Do you guys know that point? That perfect moment when you realize that you no longer give a single fuck about anything? Not about your reputation, your keeping the peace, your livelihood? There is this perfect moment of calm right before you hear your sense of self preservation snap off and float away.
It is freeing.
There is nothing more perfect then the feeling that nothing really matters enough for you to compromise even one more thing about yourself. I am extremely outspoken and don’t hesitate to give my opinion loudly and obnoxiously and with little apology. However, lately, I lack even the capacity to filter out the stuff that might potentially cause me permanent harm.
I don’t want to live my life in a state of panic and misery. I just want calm and peace and cookies and maybe lots of sex (cookies are optional). I don’t want to spend my life listening to people fighting with each other over stupid shit. I don’t want to hear about how I’m irresponsible, disorganized, a bad parent. Whatever. I’m just going to do whatever the fuck I want to do and let the chips fall where they may.
There is a new regime in my household and people can get on board or suffer the consequences. I’m officially over it.
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